Monday, May 18, 2009
161.4 today. Having a much more difficult time staying on task this round and I'm extremely disappointed in myself. Food wise I was fine all weekend but Saturday night I had some wine instead of dinner and not only broke protocal but felt like crap the next day. Note to self...don't drink on an empty stomach!! Yesterday I weighed 160 so that was short lived excitement. I knew I would pay and hopefully I will remember the feeling as well so it doesn't happen again. The only positive thing to come out of that is I finally had a BM. I swear it seems like it's been a week. I definately need to figure out how to get a better handle on that. On a more positive note, I did a little shopping over the weekend and walked into a dressing room with 4 items and walked out of the store with 4 new items...that NEVER happens to me. Most of the time I don't like the way it looks or it's too tight. That was a very rewarding experience since I was definately down to a size 12 and probably could have gotten into a 10 but I didn't push it because I really liked what I saw. I don't care what size you are if you wear it too tight, you look like you're trying to put a 10lb sack of potatoes into a 5lb bag...not good!! Also cleaned out my closet and have almost nothing left that fits. I bagged most of it up to give to my housekeeper and the things that I really loved I have kept for now to see if I can get them tailored and also out of fear that I will yoyo. That is not an option and I am thinking positively so my plan is to give myself a couple of months and either tailor them or donate them at that time. Just being a bit skeptical I guess but it's also hard to part with some of the stuff because I have to wear a suit every day for work and I have some really nice pieces that would be expensive to replace. Don't get me wrong, I'm DONE with those sizes but it's just a little harder mentally to give them away. So, come August, they either go to the tailer or to the Goodwill. I also discovered that I don't have any summer shorts. Every single pair I had looked ridiculous and my daughters told me so. Looks like I will need to go shopping again!! I have two more weeks left for this round and then I have to take an eight week break between rounds 2 and 3. I'll reward myself after the two weeks with some shorts to get me through the summer.
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